i wish so much that i could hold you.

a simple desire, yet so hard to do.

i want to move on, i try it everyday,

to get a grip on these feelings and throw them away.

but everyday i pathetically remain,

adoring you amazingly with nothing to gain.

i want to let go of what im holding so tight,

and let these feelings trail off into the night,

i dont know how to live on my own,

without thoughts of you, i’ll be so alone.

without them i am lost and my hopes are astray.

all i want is to hold you and grasp on and clutch,

i’ll face life without you when i am strong.

but for now i just cant, thats way to tough,

i didnt know falling out of love could be rough.